Today will be my first day of training with CAB I am looking forward to it but a bit scared that I may noit be good enough and because my health seems to be playing up and dont feel the doctors take me seriously enough or that thy are looking for the wrong thing. I am worried that my Boys may not have me round long enough to see them into adulthood leading a life very different from the one I have led and was dragged into from a small child by a cruel and vicious mother who is now dead but very much alive in her children!. I have a burning ambition to help people whio live on the very edge of life they existence to survive and thats it! they have no life and lack an education to better themselves. When Government do anything is os very rarely for the poor but for the middle class and above and when the media report on recent events and report the vulnerable they ar5e talking about home owners not those on low income ie income suppoort etc who are reallyu suffering thy are mot mentioned.
Christians I am a christian but ashamed of most christians I have met hiding behind What I call Political talk (bullshit) I have a message for them you cant hide from God!!!
